Last night was bittersweet. I got to hear Love's voice but 20 minutes into the conversation, we got cut off. That was the worse feeling ever. Both of us hanging onto the last few seconds that we had left, trying to squeeze every possible word of love we possibly could. When the line went dead, it felt like i went dead. I was crying my heart out and i just couldn't stop. I cried myself to sleep, knowing my lovely wife, who's all the way in Singpore could be crying as well. It broke my heart knowing that i had inadvertently made my lovely wife cry. I apologize from teh bottom of my sincere heart. I'm sorry love. I'll try every way possible so i can get back to Singapore as soon as i can. I'll look at every way possible.

Right now its 1241pm Aussie time. I'm waiting patiently and carefully for you to come online. Hopefully, you'll be on soon. Carefully because i don't want my parents to find out what i'm doing at this very moment. I just can't this life anymore. Being cut off to the very person who shall be my wife. My Lovely Nor Aisyah. Baby, in the event we don't get to talk to each other today, i'll be going to univeristy early in the morning tommorrow to finalize my withdrawal, me dropping out from university. It hurts me to know that we might not be able to talk to each other for a while. I'm pretty sure that hearing each other's voices has been helping us a great deal to cope with this temporary separation. I know right now you're dreaming that i'm right next to you in the clouds, us cuddling and sleeping in pure bliss, without a care in the world. Syg, i'll never love another cause you are the only woman worth loving in this world. You're worth everything. I Love You Nor Aisyah.

P.S I don't know how long i can wait on the comp, but i'll try my best alright. I Love You Syg. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.