Baby, i'm sorry i made you cry last night. At the same time i have to thank you for being there for me when i needed you. I can only hope i've been doing it for you. If i haven't i'm deeply sorry. I know i should be there for you more often. I can only imagine the pain you're going through. My parents had no right in calling you a distraction. You're not and never will be. Instead you're my motivation to study hard and be successful. You will always be my reason to succeed in life. I'll make sure we end up living together and getting married. Every single night i dream of you in my arms, holding you, lying next to you, kissing you and stroking your hair.

Baby, i'm still confused over what i want. The only sure thing that i know is that i want to be with you and marry you. I miss our conversations. I miss us talking face to face. I miss us being physically together. I think you're doing a pretty good job holding yourself together. I'm proud of you, my pumpkin princess. You are exceptional, beautiful and strong. Never forget that and never let anyone tell you otherwise. You are my pillar of strength.

Last night was horrible. If only i had stayed behind in Singapore. None of this would happen. I'm still not sure what to do. If you were here, you would have definitely sat down with me to help me figure things out. I was so stubborn not to listen to you. Right now you must be going " I told you so Abg' right. Well you ought to. I'm man enough to admit i made the wrong decision. Even its too late for regrets, this is one regret that will haunt me for the rest of my life. You're are worth everything to me. Tell me baby, what should i do? A big part of me wants to goo back to Singapore and start all over agian so that we can be on our way to start a new life. But a apart of me wants to stay and prove my parents wrong. I'm afraid the latter is the wrong reason to keep on saying here. Help me princess, what should i do? My heart says to come back to you qnd Singapore. You and Singapore are what makes me Me. I need you to keep on going. Baby i'm sorry i's so stubborn.

On a happier note, thanks for the pick me up call in the morning. It really did lift my spirits. You never fail to surprise me with your endless supply of laughter and positvity. You are the magical. You really are a kind of magic. My Magical Pumpkin Princess. I'll talk to you soon alright love. I Love you like i have never loved anyone before. Remeber that you'll always be my one and only true love.

P.S I promise we'll be married to each other and yeah you need to help out too. HeHe. I Love you princess. MUACKS!!!!

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