Baby, i'm sorry to have made you worry last night. I was sick and i finally told my parents that i no longer wanted to go to Uni. They're letting me go home. I, However have been effectively disowned by my own family. I shall no longer have the right to call them my family. It was the biggest decision i've made so far in my 22 years of life. The catch however, is that i shall go home, homeless. They have called all the family members to not let me stay with any of them. They have made me give them back the house keys and they have told an Uncle to put an extra lock at the house to prevent me from coming home. I'll be homeless. The deal also means there will no longer give me money. But the way they said it pretty much pissed me off. They made it out to me that i kept calling them for money, using every possible moment to ask them for money. Baby, you know as well as anyone that i have never called my parents specifically for money. I wanna go home but that doesnt mean that i'm disrespectful or ungrateful. Baby you know how many times i keep saying how good my parents are right? you know how many time i kep telling you that i wanna be like Ayah when i grow up. But those dreams will now have to be cast aside. Its ironic, because my family likes to think that they voice out thier problems when there are problems but really, we're, i mean they're a family that prefers the quiet approach.

Baby, this is for real. I will be coming back to Singapore for good. But i dont think i'll be able to face your family or my extended ones. I know i'll be able to see you again. Many people will think and say that i made this decision for the wrong reasons. But I'm not. I know i'm not. I'm making it for us. Baby, I love you. And one more thing, i have to work to buy my own airplane ticket. Dont worry, I'll be able to. I'll be thinking of you. But can you help me find a job and a place for me to stay first? I dont want to be staying at your place. I dont want your family to think that im making use of them. and plus, we're not married yet. It wont be nice.

Baby, come online before you go to work alright. I know you're angry but my phone's fucked and my phone card is finished and i dont have enough money.

But Baby pls, Be my shoulder to lean on when im back in Singapore. I'll only have you.

P.S. I love you.