Happy Sunday Syg!

Remember how Lazy Sundays used to be spent at your place? We'd wake up, and then i'll go get the paper. While you find something to eat in the kitchen. Then we'll just sit around letting the day pass us. I miss that. Remember the time when we went cycling with kids kat pondok? Remember how An fell and you laughed? hehehe jahat tau baby! But weren't those good times. I want those times again. Don't you?

As i type up this post. You may be soundly asleep i your comfortable bed that i sorely miss. Just lying in bed with you and cuddling. I'm sorry it took such a long time for me to understand. I only wish you'll forgive me for taking such a long time. I treasure those times where i was able to hold you and feel my skin against yours. I miss those times terribly. Baby i would also like to aplogize for last night. I shouldn't have said what i said. I wasn't thinking straight cause i was afraid of losing you. I'll never do something like that ever again.

Baby, i need to find a job terribly. I need to save up money for us. I promise i'll find the money alright. I'll take your advice and go by myself. I have to be my own man. You're right. You always are. I only hope i'll be able to give you a future you so richly deserve. A loving family with kids. You deserve that. I thank you for picking me to have a family with. Thanks Angel. Thank you for loving me unconditionally and with all your heart. Thats the best present you could ever give me. Now sleep soundly my Pumpkin Princess. Your Abd Masam will be waiting patiently for you to wake up. I love you Angel.

P.S. You never fail to put a smile on my face angel. I love You. Muacks!