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Saturday, April 11, 2009 6:34 PM

Disgraceful...!

Good Morning Love! How was your sleep? I hope it was good. Last night wa Hott! Hehehe. Anyways it was good to hear your voice again at night before going to sleep. It was as though we were right next to each other. I had a really good sleep thanks to you. It was the most peaceful sleep i had in a while. I dreamed the most wonderful dream. We were walking hand in hand on the clouds, smiling, happy and without a care in the world. I wished that dream was reality. I miss you but soon we'll be together. Soon alright Love. On my count, we have around 12 more days. I can't wait.

You must be wondering the reason behind the title of my post. DISGRACEFUL!. My parents, i'm assuming my MOTHER deleted my account on the desktop. I'm perfectly fine with her deleting my account, it's her computer but she did not have the courtesy to tell me she deleted my account. I found out by myself. I switched on the comuputer only to find that my account had been deleted. What a way to find out huh. She goes on about being responsible and being upfront with people but tell me, how is this being upfront with people. That's why its DISGRACEFUL. Practice what you Preach! Is this how you teache your children? Hmph..! You don't see me as a son anymore, why should i see you as a mother anymore? You talk about respect but you don't respect me. In all of my 22 years, i have, i had nothing but respect for you. Now i'm treated this way just because i changed my mind? I no longer have the heart to stay here and this is what i get? You used to say the truth hurts. I can only assume you're too cowardly to say it has hurt you and that's behind your disgraceful behaviour. I tell you i wanna go back to Singapore and you start saying that i'm disrespectful, useless, nothing and irresponsible. What has all that got to do with what i chose. I simply chose what my heart has been telling me all along. Your outburst was uncalled for! DISGRACEFUL!

Love, im sorry it's such an angry update. I just had to tell everyone what i'm going through. If she doesn't respect me enough to tell me what she has done, i'm just going to follow her example. I'm not going to tell her anything anymore. Baby, i know you'll be there for me and i thank you for that. I love you and i always will.

P.S. We can start counting down Love. Hehehe. Wink2! I Love Paichi Girl!

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