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Wednesday, April 15, 2009 5:34 PM

I miss you...very much

I couldn't really sleep last night. I was worried for Love. She said she'd call me but she didn't. She must be still sick i guess. She's been having stomachaches. I hope everything's ok. I really feel bad that i can't help her while she's sick and all. I'm sorry love. I hope you took your meds. Have something to eat alright. That always help. If you're hurting too much, rest at home alright.

I was pretty much awake from 1230am to 0630am this morning. I was just lying in bed, eyes wide open just thinking. Everytime i closed my eyes to go to sleep, they just opened automatically. No matter what i did, i just couldn't fall alseep. Part of me was thinking about Love and how she's doing. Her being sick and all just got me worrying. While i was lying down in bed, i realized i've not spoken to my parents for a bout 2 to 3 weeks. Not a single sentence. Imagine that. Living in the same house but not an acknowledgement of each other. I realized that i was really lonely. I don't really talk much at home. I just talk to my sisters. I guess you CAN be lonely in a house full of people.

The good thing about not being able to sleep is that you have time to think. I did alot of thinking. I realized my sisters are very important to me. I realized i dont really have much of an opinion of my parents anymore. I realized i'm pretty much lonelt too. I just want to go home to Singapore and start all over again. Cause the most important person in my life is back home in Singapore, My Lovely Wife, Nor Aisyah Binti Mohd Sah. I'll be home soon enough. I just can't wait.

I Love You.

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