Thursday, April 23, 2009 5:30 PM
I'm Going Home..!
24th of April 2009. I'm going home! I shall not make the same mistakes again. My words and crediblity are in tatters. My respect is gone. However, this is not the end. My wife, wonderful and divine has not chastised or forsaken me. She, however clearly reminds me that i no longer have chances. She knows i don't deserve any chances but she has agreed that to have me again. I can't let go of this opportunity. She has sacrificed so much and i have done so little to show gratitude. I'm scared to make promises but she has taught me to be strong and slowly i'll regain her trust, belief and respect. I'm not home-free yet but i have not been forsaken either. I Love You.
Mistakes are meant to happen cause we are only human but she has agreed to forget my past indiscretions and i am eternally grateful. She is there for me and i shall never let her down. I want to keep this promise so Love please help one last time to be a better man. The nightmare has ended and the re-buiding process can now begin. Rome wasn't built in a day and it certainly wasn't built by one individual. Baby, please help my redemption process and help me built our very own Roman Empire. You shall be my Cleopatra and i shall be your Julius Caesar.
I'm excited as fuck! I'll be in Singapore soon. I shall be able to hold my dearest wife again. No doubt i have screwed up our initial plans but i intend to be the first person you see when you wake up in the morning. It won't make up for anything yet but i hope you'll be able to see my sincerity again. I live for you, i live for us Love. I Cherish you.
My Princess, I Love You. And you Love me. You're right, that's all that matters. You're always right on matters of the Heart. You're stronger when it comes to Love. But i'll make up for my weaknesses. I Love you, i really do.
You made up your mind to marry me so fast by our first month together to be precise. Honestly, i never thought anyone could love me so much to make up such a decision so quickly. I do want to marry you.
I Love You. I'll see you when you wake up alright. I'll be the first person you see when you awaken from your sleep.
I Love You Nor Aisyah.
